My Thoughts

I'm 16 weeks pregnant and i have just been in my feelings ultra hard! I have been battling with really being excited about being pregnant or just accepting it and not showing that i am excited. I am a church girl and this wasn't planned, but inside i am bursting with excitement about what is building up inside of me. But how can i be excited about a sin? Am i worried too much about what others think? I mean it is a blessing right? I'm emotionally drained.